I have monsters. I've kept them in a hole ever since I realized what they were, around 15 years ago. I have never seen every one of them, but I know I'm shackled and chained to them. They drag me in the darkness at my lowest moments in life. Somehow, they sense when I am weakest, growling at grasping at my chains, dragging me in. Taking me back to the hole, until I see the horror of their faces again.
Try as I might to be strong, I'm still no match for their titanic power against me. Every problem, every insecurity, every fear, EVERY WEAKNESS, they pick up on it, almost as if they gain strength from it. I know I have the key to my shackles.